I just initiated contact with my hispanic family. I haven't spoken to anyone on that side in the last 5 years. I'm not sure if he'll respond. Last time I talked to my uncle 7 years ago, I kinda told him to fuck off....We'll see how that goes.
I love my family and all, it's just, growing up was very....hard. I never developed any sort of bonds with my family growing up. To some, that doesn't matter, but to me, it does. The only family members that I have any sort of bonds with are, my dad, brother, and sister. Even then, our bonds are not as they should be. You probably just think I'm feeling sorry for myself but I'm not, it's the truth. That's why I have the ability to immediately write people off if they cross me.
I love my family and all, it's just, growing up was very....hard. I never developed any sort of bonds with my family growing up. To some, that doesn't matter, but to me, it does. The only family members that I have any sort of bonds with are, my dad, brother, and sister. Even then, our bonds are not as they should be. You probably just think I'm feeling sorry for myself but I'm not, it's the truth. That's why I have the ability to immediately write people off if they cross me.
ReplyDeleteI hope everything goes well. I had the same type of situation with my dad and now we're talking so theres hope. good luck!
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